Thursday, October 10, 2024

What to Do

     Who to be...  This I never want to have to go through again.  An organic process based on what you thought, I thought.  I did not decide.  


I look back with horror on living a lie.  Now the only reason to do so would be self-preservation and that is not reason enough.  I will keep the delicate information I have that would disturb the peace.  I have no urge to go into the past and find enemies.  I dream of a peace amongst us all, working together responsibly.  To do this I have to quell my own emotions about how people feel, just deal with the intrinsic person, not the beliefs they have.  I have to at times see this as their culture, not mine, and I can't see any point in trying to change them if they are peaceful, when so many others are not.  But I need to find it in my gut and I am sorry if this offends some of you... and not.


But being effective is more important than my throwing angry fits.  I am too old for there to be anything graceful about such outbursts.  I wish I could be assured within myself that no such thing would happen again.  Maybe I have gotten there.  I surely hope so.  I am not angry with anyone. I will fight certain behavior with my words.  I do not understand my influence with you.  I can only hope at this point that we are ready to bury our hatchets.  Either in the woods, or each others heads, you will bury them soon.  I smell the blood in the future.

I am not sure what role I have now in this world.  NBC threw me when the local sportscaster made clear they are white supremacists, and other things fell into place with all of that.  I can see signs all over the place that reinforce some over there are racists, but I think it would be wrong to think all those people could be racists...  I tried being nice to the good Reverend Sharp.  I went off on him, after hearing this station was racist.  I could not believe anyone on the level was on that station.  I found out long ago more is going on.  I despise the thought that the whites hate me because I will not be racist.   I hate the thought that my words and actions and beliefs have caused me to be covered in blood.  I do not wish to ever have to involve myself in the stupidity of a race war.  I just find it a waste of time we do not have.  Not to mention ridiculous.  We are all adults and can get along.  Those who will not play nice are a matter for law enforcement or shunning.






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