What am I supposed to do? Tell the truth. I do not want to build anymore false narratives. I tried to use fiction to tell a story. It was terrible, when I think back on it. I am not used to being seen by the masks you put on me. They do not feel real to me. I allowed this to get to me when I saw what happened when I tried to change the left. I did not want anymore violence. And I was in a mania. Now, looking back, I feel like I was insane.
I cannot abandon everyone on any side, really. THEY can abandon me. You wanted me to join a group that I knew to be using tactics I would never involve myself in. I could not imagine the things I heard. And then all these PEOPLE thinking I wanted people who followed. Then came the racist ACTIONS.
There is always a part of me that wants to give up. But then I find over and over .... the Jack Tapper book just popped up on my phone, a sign of what.... he was criticized when he did this, people telling him to stick to news... Hellfire is the name of the novel. Does this mean, KEEP working? When you are hated like I am, you still have power. Or they would just move on to other fucking problems, but whoever you are, you are.
I hope making a comedy about horrible events takes some of the sting out of it all for you... the movie goes with his Batman movies. He is working with the Original Oligarchs, I suppose. I have never quit before... and will not now. I feel free of the responsibility of trying to help.... and not knowing if I am or not?
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