Sermon Delivered From A Circle Surrounded by Corpses Stacked So High That The Blue Sky Is A Tiny Dot Far Above My Podium

 Death stench fills the world

as a genocide is shown in real time....

and I wonder how much guilt is mine....

I wrote about the truth in Israel 

All these years

I also saved the country once when sovereign nations 

were about to be exploded by the one world crowd

trying to puppet me at that point.

When power was in the hand of what might as well have been

a baby.

Now I am a man who can change the course of storms

manipulate the weather itself

yet I cannot stop war

I pleaded with Jews to speak up

Natalie Portman would not set on the stage with the madman

now calling all residents of Gaza 'Collateral Damage.'

A term I know from Intelligence...

Once they spoke with scorn to me of how a group was more 'collateral damage'

from a fever dream people were having about me after a brainwashing

rendered me unable to think straight...

people died and I just had to fight the ever nebulous enemy alone

I felt

seeing the horrors finally only after God humbled me before the world

and I seemed to be facing torture and death...

You finally began to let me see the hell I was causing...

with people in cults and under their control

People fighting dying with 

most probably not even knowing

Big industry was behind the whole shebang.

They brought you an Angel... they thought.

I feel like the Christ and that could be vestiges of the brainwashing

were it not for all the miracles that have happened in my life

 I AM real.  I am just nothing like the myths mashed together

just a guy who says Follow the Golden Rule ... the sum of all scripture.

The Catholics knew and I wish I had known I was effecting faiths

I always said I would not start a church

I felt like I started this one long ago...

God works in ways too subtle to see as they are happening

though often glimpsed in twenty twenty

Especially not like one the person you saw on your feed

would create;

I was pissed

under attack

and attacking back with words....

I remembering asking for blood...

I remember ordering horrors at times...

I still believed in the Calvary

That it had to end someway

I had you afraid of me which was my main defense

I thought my only defense.

I did not count on killers taking my words as orders.

I understand and work toward the point of being grateful for those

who in the war-like frame of mind I was in I reacted back to their hate with hate

fighting fire with fire, instead of water... as Fred Hampton wisely advised

In the background of all my words Gaza resonates...

Think of those who watched the German's

just lived 'around' their genocide of the Jews.

How we are now just going to pretend we can do nothing

to stop a genocide....  watch a news program that dehumanizes the victims

Like the Nazi's did Jews, Gays, Gypsies, Leftists, etc...

In Gaza a doctor who died this week said

They kept waiting for the world to see what was happening to them

that then the world would demand Israel let them out of their walled prison

that there are superheroes in this world.

Instead we are seeing the knife just going in deeper this time

the thousandth cut to the Palestinians 

the last drop of blood.

Watching the genocide makes me

Think of Classified deaths in numbers too huge to try to hold in my head

without going insane with guilt and horror and mourning.

I have been involved in 

The unconceivable.

human consciousness is manipulated by tv and 'big stars' in the political entertainment

to deify Israel 

Many in our politics and the halls of power behind them

believe that protecting Israel despite their politics

Is something they have to do.

The Evangelicals in this country...  twenty some percent... want Israel to bring on the end times

They believe the tragedies around us are signs...

A planetwide death is seen as the bible coming true

not the result of Fossil fuels becoming too much of a part

of our way of living to change quick enough to save the planet.

The only Democracy in the Middle East

Our allies in war

We give them money to buy our weapons

syphoning off money for the one percent from tax payers.

A costly game that has to be stopped.

will be worthless solving our clear and present danger

as the seas rise, the storms and fires rage...  

every succeeding year the hottest the earth 

has ever had

The fires ahead do not mean we can ignore the fires burning down the house

Gaza is staining the soul of humanity.

Israel is not Jews.

The Jews I have known would not support this genocide

They make their voices known with their cries for peace

Though men intent on colonial war

will pass up a million paths to peace.

The dream of more land and riches.  Greed.  That is the reason this is happening.

There will be a right side and a wrong side of history

and one day that LIGHT will SHINE in the darkness

you will have nowhere to hide that day..

No spies to cloak you in lies or make the stories go away

or whatever the hell

it is you people are doing...

Watching the shapeless, formless thing inside of a body

God seems to speak directly thru me at times

I have no idea why I have said something

yet the results are sometimes just what the world needs

I can only pray that I have saved a  potential democracy 

Too powerful to be allowed to be led astray.

The Irony of Christ having the hardest time with some Christians

The same old same old power mad charlatan's

the crusader's offering christianity or death...

one running the house of representatives

as the con men play a game on the most gullible

I am not here to start a church

just a blog that has the religious beliefs some seem interested from me

for reasons beyond my simple mind in some respects.

I have grown into the Hal that I would be

Battled

Experiencing the blood I have makes the living more precious

Strategic strikes I thought

Against foes I barely understood but could not allow

to use whatever power I had for nefarious purposes.

I stand by my country now though the flag is at half mast

for our souls...  

We are allowing the world to see the bare bones of colonialism

People around the world have been thru what we see in the middle east

they are just not vital enough for interests or white or whatever

for the collective to be allowed to focus on them

by those billionaires who own the media

from which most get their minds.

I wish to cause no fear

I am done with threats

Renounced violence except in defense of anyone who needs a hand

against xenophobic zombies

 KNOW WELL.... God rises up and takes over when I allow that side

to surface here, where they set in motions mechanisms

I cannot understand due to the state of ignorance you keep me in.

The view from my cell is a tv edited or manipulated to give me messages

The wellspring of strength inside me during war

surprises me 

after times of being broken in half

Killing what I love has been the hardest act of my life.

Should be.  From putting a cat out of misery 

one way instead of the normal shot.

To never hearing Bob's voice again

no intellectuals in my life.

A man who knew my humor and brought it out

the last.  

I feel that I do not deserve laughter.

I feel like I am constantly trying to merely sit here

Until I am needed, should I be

and everytime I have mistaken myself as having no influence

I have lost control of my name...

 the moment I allow the mythmakers to rush in

they will forget

The blue and the orange are allies in peaceful harmony

With the same goal

and we are not a reaction

the language of the riot is sometimes all that is understood

though the lasting effects are nothing.

In great numbers with great peace as the example

All can join in trying to save the planet

From Ourselves...

knowing harmony among people is not a dream

but the only path with any hope to saving the planet

giving us more time

building a shelter for millions and millions

If we vote for the issues

Not the people.

Petitioning our states on what we agree on

to circumvent the Fascist playing preachers 

who are being paid to protect billionaires...

Covered in blood I hate to see more spilled

Hate to see more have to learn to kill.

what the Force I Applied Saved This Country

Because I have HOPE

that we can give Democracy a chance again

 thru unions, etcetera

The kids know they are in danger.

The youth know and instead of settling into lives,

and denying the greenhouse effect in a Fox news dream...

the emergency 

will make

what we have now

seem like a dream...

I am not a psychopath or a sociopath.

I feel the hellishness of the emotions I have caused others.

I can like any soldier shut these things down 

We have damaged the earth with pollution so much that the pollution itself

by keeping some of the sun's heat from warming the oceans and land

that removing it could make things worse.

Protecting Jews is part of my mission, same as the Muslims, Catholics...

which does not mean accepting all actions by all people who are a religion,

or blaming the religion for some crazies are doing in their name.

I know what this is like better than most, 

though being in a cult is often a temporary form of insanity..

Right wing politicians 

are now using religion to stir people up to hate their fellow man

not love... as The Christ who stopped the stoning of a prostitute

showed

LET he who is without sin throw the first stone,

You diminish God by mixing Religion and Politics

You demand your religion is the only one that matters

In a world where God created many and who are you to say

You know better...  because he read a heavily edited book

and consider it to be holy scripture

the same was done with my words...

God who sent his only begotten son to die

for the spiritual needs of man

when he could have led an unstoppable revolution... 

and once more...  recognized as revolutionary

just not a revolutionary...

Came to me in my visions that everyone was chosen

who was around me in past lives and times

metaphors perhaps...

Buddhistically coming back over and over to help people work thru the suffering of life

this caterpillar phase before we fly....

I saw people in the media as old friends I had fought with at times

when I was born into hells, and ended up filled with His Fire

and burning a path thru our oppressors.

I thought I was born and killed everyone older than myself,

considering them too brain washed into the evil of their tribes,

with parents who took their innocence and tore it away

before even a memory of the feeling itself could develop.

I would experience the hell and the cutting off of my genitals

to stop myself from the madness of sex,

which gave them over to Lusts and changed them.

Made them accept.  Took out some fight, replaced with something

often crueler in those worlds

where sex was power and children the most powerless,

I feel these hells all over this planet as my memories of this time come...

though this seemed long ago.  I had no memories of being anyone recent

at all

no one famous

A shapeless, formless thing inside figures teaching

the same lessons

over and over

knowing each generation must learn their past

or the wheel will be invented by some who are driven by others in new cadillacs

I would write down none of my visions as for anyone except myself

were it not for the position I have found myself in

and the responsibility to do all I can to help this planet live

in peace and harmony.

Gaza shows me the lack of humanity 

That fills our history books...  the real histories... 

The ones they mark Classified and try to forget ever happened.

I cannot forget for long.

I see babies dying on tv after the ventilators go out when Israel cuts the power

I remember a politician there being cheered as she said

even the babies should be killed because they will grow up

to be problems....  in the world they created, 

where ownership of land is more important than people.

May there be peace in Heaven

 for those who die in this conflict.

may the rages be soothed by a vision of world peace.

may the meek mourning 

be held in the hands of God.

 for those who continue these crimes against humanity.