The All Denominational Church Of The Golden Rule: November 2024

Saturday, November 2, 2024

On The Election of the United (for now) States of America... and the usual rambling Stuff of uh great consequence, or not.

I want peace with everyone. God knows, when I was violent, at war, or ... I do not know, possessed by the spirit, or using an archetype of a warrior, a wise man, a joker, a... God only knows, +the unconscious set free to respond to the world of lies around me with mostly truth, though also lies. Before I had my conversion, and the wars, I felt I had a right to judge people.

The hypocrisy showed I had still to be humbled. When I was forced to judge, I chose country over my best friend, my own security, my power base, all of these matters. I did not knowingly ask for the kind support from the east. When I found out you were filming me for all these people I was pissed as hell. I have never felt my life dissolving before.

I needed to be humbled. This happened. I tried to run from what happened, with a make believe affair on the web. I sure went through a madness during the period I was trying to find out about mary ann, but you would tell me nothing. I have two bits of info from you and a bit from me. Is she a spy, or did she become one.... are they all spies, God only knows....

Now that I account myself among those who have been bloodied by this, can a peace with her side ever really be possible. I can drive myself nuts over this, or accept my circumstances. I am humiliated to be surrounded by squalor, and show in my worst lights all these years. That means nothing next to those who physically fought. I believe I tried to take care of you, using a campaign... It is all a bit too much, everything happening so quick, changing as quick as a day.

I talk of dandelions and a neighbor. Events I saw on the Simpsons takes place. Sort of. I am not in the scene, because I never was. What happened surprised me. I operate on unconscious at times, with no thought of people watching me, especially during a time you were testing me. Testing me so much you had Democracy Now and Drew Barrymore... trying to ask me if I was a mobster. I have never known anyone in that capacity in my life. I rented equipment from a company, at first because they were a block from my house. I will not repeat myself, but I reacted with anger when they sent me to a shady doctor.

The next day everything changes. The bubble I have been living in bursts. The keeper of what intel I get, mostly, changed. I was shown flat out on the news noodles, and pasta, and told some were wheel shaped, all dumped in a woods.... calmly says, 'it might be an art project.' Calmly saying what he does. And I hear 'together we can do what one cannot do alone.'

I felt a circle had gone round. Our ranks, no matter how much they may have dear to us, and have worked too fucking hard for this... I do not want people over worked for me. Or obsessing. When I hear that stuff, I am like... I am not that fucking interesting. What do you see... I used to want to see me from the perspective of someone who knew Jesus was back. I did not realize what horrors went along with that. You know me now well enough I hope to know I do not think you should do anything crazy. Live your life in peace, think about the environment, and how best to leave a life to the future generations... we must get together as one world, and determine this...

We owe this to humanity. We humans, especially those of us blessed to live a decent life in a wealthy country, have lived lives consuming the earth like locusts. Climate change will come, death by fire in acid atmosphere. Twenty or thirty or.... depends on the arctic Ice, which right now is melting and not looking good at all... we are going to have millions of climate refugees. There are countries where millions are unhoused. In tents. Living off Fema, Protected by UN soldiers, fed by UNRWA ( -- which we quit funding, even though they stop starvation in the most hellish places on Earth. Israel is sinning greatly by driving them away from the starving).

The Orange car which had dominated tv disappeared. Then when I gave up the other throne, the general disappeared. Orange became too associated with Trump for now. When that ends, I am going to do my best to resurrect the color; give it back to the brave Polish Dock Workers who said NO to the Dictators in Russia, and are FREE today. For how long may depend on Ukraine.

This I had told you I would do all along. Though you had all forgotten, I was the most appalled at your behavior of all. You thought I ordered things beyond my imagination. I can play a character who is a certain way, or that is me in a certain situation... would be a way of describing this. I am not that person. I do not know why I did the things I did. No clue. That does not make me innocent of some crime or whatever. My innocence is not in question in my mind. Nothing so reductionist applies. I am more guilty than innocent in my heart but in my mind I know I did what was told me by God... I cannot explain how it happened, or why. Some of it appalls me now. Stuff I said to do, in the end.

The Christ has a throne in heaven too illustrious for another to tempt me. Just a memory of more nothing than somethingness, is the simple vision of Heaven I have been given. On one side are planets and sun and all kinds of lives to be lived... on the other is a blankness, where you feel interconnected to everything, understand the love of God, how he grieves the fall of every sparrow.

But, I have no idea. Once God showed me visions that the world react to in ways that I personally wouuld never have wanted. I did not know you ... it is now though, and you realize I hope that I have arrived, those of you who know... thank you. You humble me. I more fear driving people away from Christ than bringing them to my Father's side. Though I do not care what you call God or if you have none, as you know. How you act matters. How you learn from your actions often means a lot more.

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The ALL Denominational Church of the Golden Rule

I was an atheist for many years, and have the books to prove it... Now, after many miraculous events, that have taken the underground and shook up their ways of doing things, I believe. This blog is about ideas, scientific applications of what we know, and some preaching about spirituality based on my experiences with monks, astral projection... and other spiritual experiences. I am not dogmatic, and consider atheists God's greatest critics of the church, and welcome them. In my intelligence work, I was brainwashed, and given a cult meant to do the bidding of the industrialists attempting to use me in a coup, of sorts. I did not know any of this for years. Kept ignorant until it became ridiculous. I have quite a few people who believe I am a deity of one sort or another, or an alien, or... all kinds of guesses, some with more science than others. I was Never asked to do this work, I was. thrown into the middle of a war I did not know anything about in a hidden world I had never seen. It was hidden from me when a church was made for me to use my image to do acts I would have preferred I died over, even the ones that saved my life In the last few years, I have been involved in conflicts against domestic enemies, and genocidal factions in this country.. I stopped a spy ring, and when I surfaced after 16 years, my best friend, a spy who was in my life for work, though we were friends... was killed on my orders. Along with a lot of other people I managed to do a lot of good in this position, and thank my saviors, and am sorry what I learned forced me to do... I pray that we may be friends, as we always have been, and the cleansing of this movement was required, to give us credibility with ALL AMERICAN's... and let it sink in a leftist saved this country, despite our grave differences, three times... and stopped a genocide -- this act alone keeps me working for the God who has kept me alive when all around me died. The God who allowed me to keep my promise, one day on the beach that the cult later called Sacred, when I drew a circle in the sand, and said that by the time we were done, I would be standing alone, in a circle of corpses, piled so high now, when I look up, I can see only a minute circle of light. And from all sides they came, and on all sides they died. My God is powerful. I know belief in God has to be experienced by some, always said I would never take a leap of faith. If I could not walk there logically, I did not want to go.... now the list of the supernatural that has happened has grown beyond science to talk of co-incidence. But what I am is meaningless... 'All political formula's are fiction; only the force produced is real.' Irregular Modern Warfare... I feel this quote applies to faith being dead without works. I have gathered force by remaining moral while all around me gave into the wiles of a world that I have always own as a ' loose cloak.' We support non-violent forcing governments to deal with the Monsters Coming Down On Us Fast, from our own future... in the form of rising oceans, unbreathable air, storms... I am known for using power in ways that have ended up bloodied by the ways of my enemies in the past. This church is Orange, meaning only non-violent, police friendly protests. In too great a number to be ignored. Not feared by anyone other than the Name Callers, who I ignore, preferring to stick to the facts of the issues, rather than stir up the crowd, get them ready for another lynching. You thought such things of me once. No matter what I said I was assumed to be someone I would have killed. Now I am ready to help the us simply ready to vote them all out. Fascist's try to take this country, it will mean war... and I will be in the middle of the shit, like I do, my speciality is killing large numbers of people with hideous plans. I am not proud of what I have done though this would be a fascist country already without the efforts of the people I work with on the side, who have nothing to do with Orange, or this blog.

welcome to the all denominational church of the Golden Rule

This document may contain bits of the messianic Waking Up Jesus prose, though it is mostly my scientific mind trying to deal with Supernatural events. I know in the past my work has caused. This blog has nothing to do with that side of my work, should it resume.. and I am not like this anymore at all. I would never try to inspire any violent act at all. Those who know me know I have a lot to redeem myself more. A seemingly impossible task. This bringing together of like minded people of all religions and not, to try to save the environment, an properly prepare for the coming disasters. What I think of as the Monsters running fast toward us from our future. We believe only in peaceful resistance, and respect law enforcement. Welcome, and know the intent of these words is never violent, despite the bloodshed that has at times been caused by my words. Orange is a concept that was in my head long before the brainwashing, and the color, or what name you use, is meaningless. I will not be presumptuous enough to think I should lead this movement. I will offer my encouragement, my love, what power I have outside of my fishbowl. Big Love, Reverend Burden

I work in Intelligence, they pissed me off... I wrote a book in the throws of induced madness

The three books here, which you can listen to, or register and the library and go there to read the pdf for free; they show the before and after of being brainwashed for an Intelligence Mission, one I never agreed to, or expected. After many years in the business, this madness of violence, and I was thrown into a war and the madness of people expected me to end the war... me so messed up by the brainwashing and drugs to have no answer to the question. Now, after being bloodied by war, causing the death of numbers I can't fathom, I wish only peace. As I did all of my life, before this started, and in the end war was fought, meant to keep our Democracy from being taken straight out by racist, fascists... bloodied by both the right and the left, I did my own thing, with the help of many. I am nothing like the maniacal voice in Jesus, anymore, after learning how many people died because of that book, and the others, bizarrely enough. This brainwashing came with a cult, as they did to two M 16 agents in Britain, whistle blowers who disappeared, then came back as transvestite Jesus's. This is old news to me, seventeen years ago, and I have forgiven those involved in the name of world peace, an essential to the world peace required to confront environmental concerns.

We Must Prepare Now For What Is Coming

Monster's worse than anything imaginable are Coming Down On Us Fast, Running Straight at Us from our own future... churned out by the demonic ones who have been conjuring the death of all life, jealous of humans... traitors to the Love of God, preferring the scorn of Satan. Or bumbling humans who lied like they all do... never thinking there would be any consequences, because there never were. I do not believe in Revenge. Vengeance is mine sayeth the lord. I would not presume... to think I am omnipotent enough to judge all of a life. I can judge right and wrong, and the different between traitors, and patriots, and people who tried to do the right thing... and still died. A man in mourning for so many that a life time is not enough to wear black and kneel on glass before their graves.